The best part is knowing you fucked up the first time, but when you do the thing again, you do the exact same shit that got you into the situation to begin with, so you acknowledge yourself acknowledging that you fucked up.

I think I have this awful habit of just straight up walking into things and knocking shit over, and I should probably work on that. Probably. Not only that, but just having the general “brain fart” where your mind goes blank and then you forget what you were supposed to do to begin with. I just make the excuse that I’m meditating by staring at the wall and I think I get away with it because it seems believable enough given the kind of person I make myself appear to be when I’m around other people.

Or you know, I could just pay attention and do things properly lmao.