I tried doing the classic hand wash as I said in a previous entry and it’s so fucking bullshit how annoying it was. There’s so many rules about it like you can’t do it when the sun is out or you’ll get sun spots, and to be sure to dry it or else you’ll get water spots, and so on. What a crock of fucking mcbullshit with a side of shitfries. Anyway, I understand this is a learning experience but I have a severe case of ’tism when it comes to failing something because my perceived risk of what is being lost (the integrity of the car due to possible paint fuck ups or scratches) is what I’m looking at. I essentially treat everything as a survival situation so if I fuck up that’s a chance I’m gonna die in real life. Is it bullshit (as in the mentality?) Yeah. Maybe I should just Phineas Gage myself so I stop feeling this way.

Whew lad, what a great way to vent and now if you’ll excuse me I’ll just eat some ice cream and try again tomorrow.