Recently I’ve been feeling a bit down mostly because it appears that there’s been an imaginary rift between me and another person I know, but it’s not because of anything negative — it’s more because I operate in this aspect of meters, where attention and closeness are attributed to how full a meter is, and over time, it naturally empties out. I feel like a person I’ve been friends with has had the meter go down slowly, but it has started to go down past the point where I start to brood over it. Normally I would just wallow in it but I suppose instead of doing that, I think it’s time I actually did something about it, even if it involves doing shit that I genuinely do not like. Hoping that it works out somehow, because I also feel like it’s pathetic to just let something go away because you felt like it’s something that you have no control over. Fighting for something you want, I like that.